Hope

The Sun is Gone, But I have a Light

It was really no preparing me for this life, i was thrown into this "studying" New Zealand not knowing what's next for me.

I have went through stuff, not knowing whats next for me, waking up everyday not having a purpose to chase for! Don't know what I really want in life.

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Right now I have a purpose, I want to be someone that my family can look up to! I want to inspire people, having a family, being able to inspire my own kids making them a real man that I dreamed to be. 

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Starting this year, there's this plan that I will change my life, by applying for this or this job that would kick start my career and change my life. And, it is October and there is nothing in contact. Been in a few interviews that I don't really want to be in. I think I am slowly losing my purpose. My Love for Life, My dreams.

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I started to think, Hey? Is this my passion? Is food tech what I want to really do in Life? Can it help to me reach my ultimate goal. The thing is I don't know, I am more than half way in and having the responsibility in the family does not allow me to do what I want. I can dropout right now and do the stuff that I really wanted. But I can't

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Rationally, continue walking in my own pathway really... Yeah I don't want to talk about it. 

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I don't like it when people know everything about me.

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Again, "Even when the Sun is down, I have a light." I will never stop trying. Give it all I got. 

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Signing off.

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